I hate…being the newbie
So, I love my new job and the challenges, adventures, newness, and people that come with it, but…I hate still being new enough now that I don’t know all the details and things that come with time. To top it off, I hate that I’m not perfect.
Being the newest member in the department I feel like I need to prove myself, show them that they hired the right person for the job, and just earn brownie points. I’ve had a couple of successful events and good ideas which have boosted me up the positive ladder, but I’ve also made mistakes which have brought me down the rungs just a bit. Not major mistakes, just part of the newbie learning curve, but they sure feel like mountains when I’m trying to prove myself! Slowly, but surely I’ll get the hang of it, I just wish it would come a little faster.
I hope I’m not the only one who feels that way…am I?!